Cats out of the bag!

So this is a serious topic that I've kept kind of under wraps until recently. For anyone who doesn't know yet I have dropped out of college. Some people may be wondering why and thinking it was a bad idea but I want to assure you it wasn't. I'll start by saying that I haven't been happy in college for a while now I love taking classes for learning but couldn't find motivation for my major. I chose a major that was easy but I didn't like and then tried switching it to a subject I loved but wasn't good at but neither felt right. This is when the worst summer of my life happened, I was told by a family member who was supporting me I was cut off. I tried calling another family member for advice or help and was told to suck it up and drop out if I can't hack it. In retrospect I should have known to go to a friend for this rather than family, it's never been a good idea. My bf was donating plasma and I was taking odd jobs that would accept me in order to not lose the apartment and afford ramen. I tried donating too but passed out and was told by a doctor I physically couldn't. We couldn't afford to run the AC when it was reaching 112 outside. We sat down and had a very serious talk about what we were going to do. It was obvious how unhappy I was and I admitted it was because I didn't want a career, I wanted to be a stay at home wife and mom someday. We kept talking about how possible it was and what our life would look like. I have to work for now while he is in school, so I kept taking odd jobs to build up a resume and hopefully get a real job. Still it was absolutely terrifying that I wasn't a student anymore and had no safety net until the day I worked a bachelor party. Another girl was there as a bartender named Jayde and we hit it off immediately. She was about the same age as me and had also dropped out. She was this carefree breath of fresh air who took what she wanted and it actually came to her. She showed me another side of living in Vegas and even ran a successful blog which I had wanted to start for years. She inspired me to let loose some, to start my blog, and not be ashamed of my decision. Thinking back to how unhappy I was and how negatively I viewed my future only a year ago, it's really obvious how much happier I am and excited I am for the future. Most of my jobs have been a blast and given me interesting experiences.I don't regret any of my decisions because they have given me good and bad experiences and I finally feel like there is a destination so the road no matter how long, seems brighter.

All I want for Christmas...

I haven't posted in a long time and that habit is breaking as of now. I'm also going to be posting different types of blogs because I'm still new to the game and don't want to get stuck right off the bat. A girl needs to experiment a while don't you think? This one is going to be very much different from anything else though because it's about Christmas gifts. Being a broke ass college student has really killed my Christmas spirit. I can't afford to get anyone Christmas presents which upsets me because I used to love doing this. I still make a list every year of the perfect presents to get the people in my life. If you have given me gifts since 2009 I want you to know to extremely grateful I am. They are not expected and make me appreciate our relationships. If you haven't gotten me any because you too can't afford it, I feel you bro. I've had a couple people ask me what I want this year so I thought I would just put it in a blog that anyone can go to and read, and know they are cherished by me. Hopefully in less than a years time I will be traveling oversees, so the best things will be something I can use in the meantime, but won't feel bad when I can't take it with me. This is a list of main items that fit this list. All these things you can buy yourself or in the form of a gift card. I also chose things where it doesn't matter if by some miracle two people got me the same thing.

1. Sims 4 expansions and stuff packs- I know there's probably an online way to do this but Origin is confusing and stupid so I'd stick with hard copies. I have the get to work, but any of the others would be a great addition.
2. Lush products- lush is the cheapest place that sells natural products for my annoyingly sensitive skin (like face wash, masks, shampoo, etc). rest assured if you get me this it will go to good use.
3. Anything from ELF- Every girl needs makeup and ELF offers it at the cheapest prices available for the quality. 
4. Money!!!- Hey, it never fails.
5. Victoria Secret- This one you'll probably have to do gift cards, as I don't plan on giving out my measurements online ;)

This list can also double for birthdays, thank you.

Always An Adventure In TV Land & Sin City

I didn't mention that sometimes people mistake our set for a real coffee shop and try to walk in. This happened yesterday while we were shooting. I honestly thought the couple once they realized their mistake would leave, but they were really interested in it. Before I even knew it they were handing us a flyer of their own show they do here at Vegas and saying that they might be able to advertise on the show.I swear everyone out here has something which just amazes me so much. Especially since the woman who brought the dogs who we planned on having gave us free tickets to her show, a topless revue that takes place in one of the casinos. My biggest complaint when I got here is how hard it is to get a job because everyone knows everyone but now it's what I love most. You have might have to fight your way in, but you CAN get in or you aren't even trying. Not to say that's a bad thing, I kind of like not having any expectations on my shoulders whatsoever but I don't really like going unnoticed..Notice me senpai!

Photo Op Time!

Last Week or so we did the photo shoot for the advertisements, billboards, etc. There isn't too much to tell but a lot to show, so this post will mostly be pictures and rightly so. We got pizza for the cast that everyone was too scared to eat until after their photos were taken, you can probably guess that I wasn't one of those people. I was the girl who had a slice before and after and now can't stop thinking about how badly I need to get into shape. Hollywood fad diets here I come, next up military diet! Everyone was fun and took great pictures, mine were hit and miss because it's rare for others to take my photo and I don't know how to position myself. I should really work on that, but first I'll work on my ass so it becomes naturally more photogenic.

 

 

D Coffee Shop Closes at 9PM!

So I have scoured Craigslist for fun and odd jobs and met my share of creeps, cons, and easy money. I came across an opportunity that has made me drop my listing addiction and kept me busy. I saw an ad for a television show being filmed here in Vegas and needed some more people to be part of the team. Of course I jumped on it, but how I actually got it I have no idea. The show is called D Coffee Shop Closes At 9PM. I read the script for the 1st episode and have to say it's right up my alley. It reminds me of the old Twilight Zone episodes (which I'm a HUGE fan of) but where the person who enters it is able to escape better off. My title is sales executive and I'm trying to get people to advertise on the show. So far it's been really fun working alongside Steven Rush and Lakisha Swift and even getting to go to Interop and the proceeding after parties hosted by various businessmen. After which I got to meet "Big Tigger" and get a photo op. I don't want to give a lot away, but will of course post about my best adventures on the job right here. If you live in the Vegas area make sure to tune into MYLVTV when it finally airs in August, and in the meantime you can always go to http://www.lovemindspirit.com/dcoffee.html to learn about the show and some of the stars on it.

About Me

So this is my first official blog post, of course it has to be about me! Too bad I'm not sure what to say. I've wanted to start this blog for years now and recently found  some inspiration to say fuck it and begin. I guess I'll start by telling you my name is Rachel. My favorite colors are purple and teal, I like yoga and video games (nothing 1st person), and am a Pisces. I traveled all over the United States as a kid but if someone asks me where I'm from I say LA. It was the 1st place I lived away from my family and I feel once you're an adult that's kind of where you start over and become a real person. I live in Vegas for now but hopefully not for too much longer, the summers here kill me. After this I'm going international baby! I cannot wait to travel the world with my man by my side. So what can I say about myself? I'm a 5'3 white girl just trying to make her way in a city of scams. But I love my life no matter how much I complain because I am the one who shaped it into what it is. So I can either be proud or shamed of it, I guess you could say it's a little of both. I'll be making my first good post very soon, so stick around!

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